Dear Julie,

i totally forgot about this blog until now. its surprising.

so why did i come to remember this blog again? because i looked for a blog which i can express my feelings. again.

yes. i am at the bottom of my life. well, i assume it is not correct. i know my situation is not that bad actually. so now lets say i am feeling that i am at the place near the bottom of my life...

what happened? its really silly, but after all, i am just a girl(or a woman, if i need to be realistic) and it is killing me... he finally dumped me after these short/long 2 and half years.

i know what happened, but i dont know why it happened. or, hmm, maybe i know why it happened. whatever. it is just so hard. i mean, im feeling really down and depressed anyways.

hey, but julie, i cannot be like this forever! step by step, little by little, it will get better, right? til then, shout out whatever i feel, and feel better. even a little bit.