Dear Julie,
It's been a while since I wrote to you last time. How have you been these days?
I do do do hope you are feeling better and having fun more or less!
I have tried to keep myself busy so that I don't always think of him and miss him.
In a way, it has been a good way to avoid being depressed all the time. However, like today, there is nothing much I need to do, I have been nurvus and kinda depressed, thinking of him and missing him...
Ugh, how much time will I need to just get over him?!
I have been letting myself take time to get over him, and it has been already about 3 months!
But still, I cannot even forget about him?
What's wrong with me?
However, I just strongly think that I gotta learn to love MYSELF.
It's not easy at all to me to enjoy being single and alone.
It is not easy and fun at all to have "by myself time" now... I don't know why and when I forget how to enjoy my single life.
Before I met him, I had been dumped, but still I didn't totally forget about enjoying alone time.
But now, I don't really know what to do all by myself... and I do realize it is really sad.
I gotta love myself.
I gotta enjoy just being with myself.
Julie, wish me luck, please!
